upturn.

I'm back to myself.

I'm perfectly depressed person.

It's not easy to exist with my mind.

ware...

I can feel that anger.

.

I wish I have never seen Kyo in my life. It's so stupid to have such strong feelings for some singer, for someone Idon't know and you have never met...

That sounds so...girlish....so awfull...and it's so painful for me to be that way.

and I even don't like the way he looks! He is manly. He is manly man! I hate manly men.