new new

My new desktop background :)

It's hide and I love it.

Sapphire

My love...




...is pure...




...is you

good news!!!

After such a long time! 

I'm happy.

and I don't have what to do....

the world gave me it's best.

heh....

heh....nya nya nya

my new desktop background...

I'm bur.

Do you love me?

just.....this..........

I like ametists...and aquamarine is beautiful.ne?..

 

again my desktop.

My virtual pet (omg)

This little creature steals my time.My pet from Pet Society (I play it on facebook) have 5 rooms in hous,so I will post pictures..I don't want to forget anything when I get older...this sounds maybe a little bit...stupid? wah...

first room:

second room:

third room:

forth:

and

fifth:

Yeah. It's poor. But I will get RICH! Oh Yeah, I WILL!

My desktop again...

There is one mistake,folder named "Suikisyo" use to be "Sukisyo" (nothing important, by the way)

soo....I'm happy................yeah, am I?

Kyo on my desktop background. hmm...

Today is a....

night...

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what to say?

I can't find my mp3....

I heard some songs today......yeah...let me sleep now

my mp3!

I lost my mp3 player.................how can I live without it??

I can't!

I will NEVER found it...and I can't live anymore....

!!!

For the FIRST time!

I'm just...few few...few...

but uuuh....uuh

I got a life.

heh....

My desktop...I just want to post this every time when I made onother look for my desktop...so here is it

Whaaat?

wrrrr....again....wrrrrr

hate hate hate

but I don't know what

hey

???

up

&

down

and again!

I love you!

come on,wake me up! 

I'm....

...learning Katakana! It's pretty hard <.<

but today is my Free-Day! *sounds happyly*

Katakana on Wikipedia

haha....yeah....I have something more to say...but I WON'T!

bye

wrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

hard day hard day hard daaaay....................................I really mean it..

ahh

hard day

>.> o.o <.<

I don't have time for ANYTHING!

bad bad bad bad bad bad bad

I just....uh...I just need more time....

.......

ahh....I don't like Dir en grey anymore...yeah,new album sounds great,but I just hate them from some reason.....so...I just come to write this....tomorrow is monday....goodbye

New album from Dir en grey! (Uroboros)

so,as you see,I had no time...my school is very hard,and I have to work a lot

I come here just to say very important news: Dir en grey have a new album,Uroboros!
Album sounds...oh,just like it should sounds 

I downloaded it yesterday (not all songs,but most of them) and today (!!!) all place when you could download it are closed! ..............................................................................................................................................................................................

I must say I have espected something like this from them. It's perfect.

FF (Finaly Friday)

first video on my youtube channel...I just wanted to check does upload work and it works very good! and I'm happy now

soo...Today is Friday! The best day...my happy day! Friday - Free-day
I will make some videos today afternoon,I hope I will have time to do it...I will make video with some song from Luna Sea,I think...

bye-bye now

X-Japan - Tears

There's something about this song that I really like...

soo...

This song...this song is...just...it means much to me.





 
some other X-Japan songs:

They are one of my favorite bands, I quess.

Luna Sea = songs..blah

I like Luna Sea sound...

those days I listen to this songs:





and Aurora,4:00 AM...I can't found code of that songs...


easy to listen.

Eat -> Fat -> Diet

eat fat diet,eat fat diet,eat fat diet,eat fat diet,eat fat diet,eat fat diet,eat fat diet,eat fat diet,eat fat diet,eat fat diet,eat fat diet,eat fat diet,eat fat diet,eat fat diet,eat fat diet,OKAY,WHERE IS THE END?

again and again

over and over

eat fat diet

eat fat diet!!!

Dir en grey - Mushi

ah this song is so hard to listen! but when you hear it again and again,it sounds even better and better







Romaji:

uchiakerarenai dare mo shinjirarenai dare mo kare mo
hora subete mienai sashikonda hikari ga kiete ima ni mo kareru
uchiakerarenai koto wa watashi no yowasa watashi no kako
eru mono mo aru keredo kitto te ni nigiru yasashisa ga kiete yuku to

kokoro ga tozashite ima ni mo kowarete yuku
namida wo koroshite warau hibi yo
kokoro ga shimeshita shinjiru imi no nasa wo
watashi wo koroshita gizenbito yo

eru mono mo aru keredo kitto te ni nigiru yasashisa ga kiete yuku to
arifureta kotae wa ikiru koto hakushi ni modoshite umarekawaru

kokoro ga tozashite ima ni mo kuzureochiru
namida wo koroshite sakebu hibi yo
kokoro ga nokoshita shinjiru imi no tsuyosa wo
watashi wo koroshita watashi kokoro



Translation:


I can't confide in anyone,
I can't trust any of them,
don't you see, you can't see it all
without the light shining upon me,
even now, I'm wilting.
what I can't reveal
is my weakness, my past
there's something to gain but
No doubt, the kindness I hold fast to
will go away.
the simple answer is to live,
go back to the drawing board,
and try again in the next life.

the heart shuts itself
still now falling apart.
days I laughed
holding back the tears.
the heart showed me
there was no reason to believe.
the hypocrite who killed me.

the heart shuts itself
still now crumbling apart
days I screamed, holding back the tears
the heart left me the strength to believe there's a reason
it was my very own heart that killed me.







and here are video of Dir en grey live with this song:

...

No. I won't comment it.

No. I won't.

Dir en grey - Cage

Dir en greyyy...what can I say?
I can't say that I love this band...I just LOVE some of their songs and I LOVE their clothes in Visual Kei period...but that love is very big LOVE


Cage:

This song has PV,but I like this outfit in Osaka-jo hall from 1999.

Except...... It's pretty EMOTIONLESS. ne?

Byousoku 5 centimeters per second

!! Now I can watch it
It was hard to download...but friend told me that this anime has something...something...

Byousoku - 5 Centimeters Per Second

I'm downloading that right now

I know about this anime for a very long time,but I never tried to watch it ...till the now!


informations from wikipedia

link to full movie download from Megaupload

I think I will download it for 7/8 hours.
I'm waiting.

Lost

I'm so afraid....

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Nothing

There is something...that can't be explained...just...nothing....nothing

my way

new new time....njah njah....I'm insane....

my way........

Rain

I'm writing my book right now...I write songs...and story sometimes...That my only way to get out this life and tell people what I feel and so...
oh my god,my pen is orange and I hate that colour.I must buy other.Black...or navy..that will be good

It's raining.Rain drops on my window...silent...darkness...surrounding darkness

Dir en grey - Dozing Green

Definitely one of my favorite songs! maybe the most favorite of all...

that's kind of...song with story and all the world in it. 


Romaji:

Mushi kuu hitomi ni miserare iki tojiru
Nadeoroshita kokoro ga PORORI
Kazukazushii taiyou ga
Ame ne ZARARIGURARI mazatte

Saketa mune odorase munashisa ni tou
Shiroi koe Moreru iki In The Sun

Midara ni aketa kizuguchi
Na to kienaru Dogma no kaze
Tokedasu kimi no shinzou

Usugurai asa, Hibiku SAYONARA

Saketa mune odorase munashisa ni tou
Tada ima wa hitori de itai

Ichirin no haru, namida moroi kubi to chi wo hau kimi sae

Love Me

Abandon Hope



Translation:

Mesmerized by those eyes with bugs crawling on them, my breathing stops
My heart calms itself
The refreshing sun mixes in with sound of the rain

My slashed heart dances, and i question in vain
The white voice, the leaking of the breath in the sun

The obscene exposure of the wound
Disappears into nothing, the wind of dogma
Your melting heart

The dark morning, echoing goodbye!

My slashed heart dances, and i question in vain
I just want to be alone right now

A single season of spring, even the tearful neck and you crawling the earth

Love Me

Abandon Hope

Dir en grey - Dead Tree

This song is...well yes.



here are lyrics in Japanese (romaji):

Kareki ni mizu wo deisui ni utsuru kimi wa mou
Yume yo kibou yo oozora ni egaita risou
Jounetsu no kurenai ai shite yamanai kimi wa mou
Ame yori amai risou wa tada no risou

No one wants the present ~ No one wants the present! ~ No one wants the present!

NAZE? NAZE? kurikaesareru,nido to ienai!
NAZE? NAZE? kurikaesareru,kareta kokoro ni...

Love,tenderness,freedom and peace
Yubi wo sashite sayonara gaku ni mukerareta tsumetai juukou ni ai wo
Kurenai KOOTO no kono ko mo oshitsukerareta ima wo dakikakae namida wo nomikomu

NAZE? NAZE? kurikaesareru,nido to ienai
NAZE? NAZE? kurikaesareru,kareta kokoro ni...

Love,tenderness,freedom and peace...




here is translation:

Here is some water for the dead tree...
I see your reflection in the dirty water...
Dreams and aspirations Your ideals in the big sky
Passionate red The one I loved so much...
Ideals being sweeter then candy are just ideals

No one wants the present ~ No one wants the present! ~ No one wants the present!

Why? Why? Over and Over,It will never heal
Why? Why? Over and Over,My dead heart

Love,tenderness,freedom and peace
Point your finger Goodbye I feel love on my for head at gunpoint
Even the child with the red coat swallows hers tears as she faces reality

Why? Why? Over and Over,It will never heal
Why? Why? Over and Over,My dead heart...

Love, tenderness, freedom and peace...



so...PV :

...snow...

layouts myspace

Rose

Blue rose...or "aoi bara" on Japanese...symbol of sadness..

beautiful blue rose...

Blue...

Lost in blue...in blue dream...

let....me...be

 

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Japanese boys dressed like girls

Finaly I found it!



This is famous! SMILE




little girl...boy...well,it's boy



shy




..........



he looks almost like a boy!




He looks really like girl,I think :o
but his voice sounds very..manly <.<


Oke,I will post more someday
bye-bye now
I have to work

Sadness

wah...my mind is hurting again

OMG!

We live in sea of clouds!!!

Clouds

clouds clouds CLOUDS
very dark cloud!



hm...clouds also can be like this:






so...clouds can be like this too

This makes me happy

so..this makes me happy...and unhappy

still love you

I dreamed about you last night...there was a big railing between us

Black & White World