~~~whatever

Oke, I can't really describe my feelings with words if that words are not like "Then thinking made me stupid" and my english is not good enough so that make this writting thing even worse.

Poor.

This blog is something very bljaaaaah. wa?

huh, what's actual this days...

First, I heard (and read, and saw)

And I kinda liked it. Yes.

I like this song. It's so perfectly ironic and melodic. Very nice. I just turn on repeating and listen to it for hours.

Then I heard this song. That was good...I like her. Really. I will even write a smile here --> :)

Thank God I'm Pretty.

Third song I heard and third song I liked. Again that kind of melody...Again great lyrics with it. And again I can listen to it for hours and hours without thinking, just "knowing" 

What to say. I can't get this melody out of my head!~ 

I will swallow, I will swallow...yeah yeah, but what? Don't ask if you don't want to sound stupid.

It's like...I discovered something.

Now I go to...don't know, but it will feel good.

~Forth Day

I didn't make it yesterday. And I will ruin it all again today.

But...

Anyway, today is "Moon Day". I'll make it Random. 

Even If I make it Random, I have to drink water. I hate to drink water! water...eeww...gross...five litars every day! But it's better then vinegar, though.

...

I love this couse it riminds me on my childhood. Nothing special, but wahh.

I'm downloading "Digimon - Season 02" right now. I want to have all episodes of that serial! Too bad I couldn't find it dubbed in Serbian or orginal Japanese version, but only English dubbed...Huuh...They changed names!

here it is, from RapidShare:

http://rapidshare.com/files/36563813/201.Enter_Flamedramon.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/36566703/202.The_Digiteam_Complete.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/36569537/203.A_New_Digitude.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/36572365/204.Iron_Vegiemon.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/36574979/205.Old_Reliable.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/36577737/206.Family_Picnic.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/36580219/207.Guardian_Angel.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/36582870/208.Ken_s_Secret.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/36585475/209.The_Emperor_s_New_Home__1_.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/36587969/210.The_Captive_Digimon__2_.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/36590181/211.Storm_of_Friendship__3_.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/36592621/212.The_Good__the_Bad__and_the_Digi.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/36594938/213.His_Master_s_Voice.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/36597307/214.The_Samurai_of_Sincerity.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/36599480/215.Big_Trouble_in_Little_Edo.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/36791593/216.20_000_Digi-Leagues_Under_the_Sea.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/36795665/217.Ghost_of_a_Chance.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/36799144/218.Run_Yolei_Run__1_.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/36801174/219.An_Old_Enemy_Returns__2_.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/36802950/220.The_Darkness_Before_Dawn__3_.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/36804805/221.The_Crest_of_Kindness__4_.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/36807926/222.Davis_Cries_Wolfmon.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/36811265/223.Genesis_of_Evil.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/36814694/224.If_I_Had_a_Tail_Hammer.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/37054606/225.Spirit_Needle.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/37056779/226.United_We_Stand__1_.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/37143862/227.Fusion_Confusion__2_.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/37145759/228.The_Insect_Master_s_Trap__1_.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/37147902/229.Arukenimon_s_Tangled_Web__2_.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/37149874/230.Ultimate_Anti-Hero.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/37152129/231.Opposites_Attract.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/37154307/232.If_I_Only_Had_a_Heart.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/37156526/233.A_Chance_Encounter.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/37158915/234.Destiny_in_Doubt.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/37161303/235.Cody_Takes_a_Stand.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/37358196/236.Stone_Soup__1_.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/37360884/237.Kyoto_Dragon__2_.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/37363559/238.A_Very_Digi_Christmas.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/37375861/239.Dramon_Power.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/37378008/240.Digimon_World_Tour__1_.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/37380185/241.Digimon_World_Tour__2_.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/37382434/242.Digimon_World_Tour__3_.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/37384781/243.Invasion_of_the_Daemon_Corps.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/37387093/244.Dark_Sun__Dark_Spore.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/37388655/245.The_Dark_Gate.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/37391184/246.Duel_of_the_WarGreymon.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/37393582/247.BlackWarGreymon_s_Destiny.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/37395786/248.Oikawa_s_Shame__1_.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/37398303/249.The_Last_Temptation_of_the_DigiDestined__2_.avi
http://rapidshare.com/files/37400763/250.A_Million_Points_of_Light__3_.avi

When I was little I used to watch it all day long! I even was recording it on video casettes until grew up. Almost nobody has video recorder now :(

I'm now downloading the episode "Kyoto Dragon".

lol Kyoto. Kyoto Dragon.

I don't remember what that episode was about.

By the way, my personal favorite character is the Digimon Kaiser, Ken Ichijouji. Haha, I was in love with him when I was 10.

Even now, I like him the best.  I will kill anyone who say to me that he doesn't exist! *that wasn't joke*

/

But I don't like Miyako, and they two got together at the end. -.- 

I think Hikari suits him.

And he got very ugly at the end. -.-

blja.

I also liked Hikari, Takeru and Daisuke. And that Iori was nice, but I don't really can remember him.

But why did English translators changed names? Kari or Yolei, the names don't sounds much more English then the orginal ones.

And I findvoices and music much MUCH better in Japanese version.

.

Oke, I go now. I go to EAT. 

bye.

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UPDATE (16:10):

Yeaa! I found torrent for Japanese version!

This day is getting better and better

--> http://www.mininova.org/tor/2531293

~Third Day

Yeah, Third Day, called "Water and Vinegar Day".

Very unpleasant day. I don't think I'm strong enought to go through this...

but I will try.

>starting to hate vinegar from the bottom of my heart<

It eats me from within.

"Sarajevsko KISELJAK - Vrelo park- (1891)"

1.5l

~Second Day

Today is the Second Day. I like to call it BlackBerry Day.

I have to do it. I can do it. I will do it!

BlackBerry. 

~First Day

I like numbers 7 and 11. I have allways liked 7 and 11.

So...

Today is the First Day. 

I feel pretty bad couse I can't think. My brain is empty -...what I wanted to say?

All I know is...Today is the First Day.

Music...

some of my very favorite songs.

my friend told me about this song. The first time I heard it I felt strange, in the way I like it. Huh.. Death is the road to awe? I'm not sure I understand what the composer wanted to say.

I'm not afraid of death. I'm afraid of life.

I still love this song. And this video have lyrics on it! Even I can speak Japanese now (not very good, but oke) I like when I find translation which band made by themself. This song means much to me. But I just found it on YouTube and put it here without watching couse I'm angry on their singer.

I will not take a look at it or even hear it. I will NOT.  

But I have a really nice mamories about this song. And I love it all, screaming, growling, silent singing, dying, crying...I miss some parts of this song that are cutted couse it was too long for PV.

btw. I love Uroboros.

Mayumi Itsuwa's songs are so melanholic...just like the way I am. Even if I like more comlicated lyrics the melody get me. I like all her songs I have heard.

I can understand and feel every melody of it.

Ribaibaru, Aikagi, Dakishimete, and all other that I have no time to write down now. METAL CORE!

One of my favorite songs of all time. Again Hardcore, ne?

I feel like this the most of the time. This song is like my view of world in the moments of madness expressed in music. 

It was raining and I was standing outside, damn lonely and crying. I was looking at the river and was listening to this song. I kinda liked that feeling couse it was really artistic. hmm...I didn't like that feeling back then, but I like thinking of it now.

Doesn't Bjork's hair look nice on that photo? Don't know why, I think it's beautiful.

I heard this song on TV long time ago. Now it reminds me on that time and all. I like how he says the word "tragedy".  I don't know anything about Royksopp (did I write that name right?), but that's not important. I like the feeling I have when I listen to this song.

That's not all but...Ahh... It's late.

22:58h Well, not so late, but I like to sleep.

bye-bye..........

P.S. I wish I could...I wish I could say what I wanted to say.

Growth

I didn't post so much on this blog. I don't like to have anything I must to do.

So...

My story will be a little longer this time

I have to say  7  things about time I've been trought and about stupid little things that have no real meaning.

1.   First of all - I have started to admire a Kyo (singer of Dir en grey) a way too much. I was pretty insane about that for 5 months or whatever and he disappointed me few days ago.  I have been so depressed becouse of that, it was an agony. I'm just a person with a strong feeling and what I hate the most is disappointment and that feeling of inability to do anything about that. I will write about this later, now I'm too messed up.

2.   I have found my old diary a few days ago. It scares me. I'm scaring me. I love it.

3.   I'm still a child. But I'm a resentful. I made a little butterfly out of nothing. But it's broken so I don't have anything to play with it. I feel like I'm becoming evil becouse of that. Of course, I still have my Kyo doll (I really have one), but you know...I can't play with it couse I thew it on the top of a big closet.

4.   I'm in love with myself. I like to watch myself when I'm searching things I have lost or when I'm looking from my window at the outside world. When I find new music that I like I look so happy like I'm freak. Maybe I am freak? I don't really care about the way world is looking at me.

5.   My gymnophobia is really killing me. I don't know how to live with it anymore. That's actually one of my biggest problem and my favorite side of me. I don't want to talk about other problems from reality couse I don't want this blog to be something like my old diary. It's scary.

6.   I got very rich in Pet Society on FaceBook. That's very very important. ahh. What I do with my time is really criminal. Did I already say how much I love cartoons? Cartoons are something I really like. Anime, Disney... And I'm pretty crazy about clothes. Oke, I love anything I can see as beautiful.

7.   Diet. This time is gonna be the last time.